coldness

I DONT LIKE COLDNESS!!!
GAHRRRRRRRR
ITS NOT NICE
GAHRRRRRRRR
ESPESSICALLY WHEN I WALK HOME
GAHRRRRRRRR

Here We Go Again..

Why does the cycle always have to repeat?
Its not like the washing machine when the cycle is NORMAL.
This is never the same and gets harder everytime.
It starts out okay, perfection.
Then a detour in life affects our happiness.
Time passes and things just get worse and worse.
I wonder, what happened?
Pain. is what i think of when you call my name.
I cant see anything in your eyes anymore.
You block me out and make me the causer of all your problems.
In the next few hours, you are going to forget yesterday and pretend everything is grand.
Too bad I will never forget or forgive.
I dont say too much to you anymore.
Dont expect to hear anything about my life.
Just get used to six words... yes/no ma'am & i dont know.

i love you jordan

you happy nowww??? jk i made a post! <3<3<3
i only like one person now and i sad today cuz of him.. =(

i love you jordan

you happy nowww??? jk i made a post! <3<3<3
i only like one person now and i sad today cuz of him.. =(

Come to my playy!!! =D

COME TO MY PLAYY! =D
its November 13, 14 & 15 @ 8pm =D
at 8 West 2nnd Street =D
10 Bucks for students =D
12 dollars for adults =D
=D

thinking vs. knowing

this is what i think...
the love i have told you about is inconsistantly in my head.
i do not understand my emotions or urges.
i dont love him, but someone else.
he is sweet and everything i have prayed for...
i am not connected to him, the universe has shown me that.
i am not going to apoligize.
i do still like him a lot, but as a friend.
i am not sure when or if i will tell him the truth.
this is what i know

icky

just so everyone knows, i have a cold so dont let my ickyniess get on you
i feel so horrible..blech

Shakespeare

OMG!!! I have soo much to memorize to 2 WEEKS!!! AHHHHH
but anyways...
I need anyone and everyone to come to my hearing on Tuesday the 23rd! Thanks soo much! Bring as many people as possible! lol
I need this sooo much!
Thanks for your help!


I <3 Maryland Shakespeare Festival

Mr. Wonderful

He's here.
I've met him.
He's really funny.
And totally sweet.
I cant believe i know him.
Everyone knows that we are ment to be.
I get asked if we are together all the time.
I always reply no, not yet... with a flirtatious face
I know it might be wrong.
And I really dont care.
One year.
One friend.
He's mine!
;D

cody

I dont really have anywords to say about him except he says nothing, and that is suuper sad. He's sweet, i guess but i dont really know anything about him except he skateboards, writes poetry, likes Red Jumpsuit Apperatus, and apperently 'loves' me. I dont know. I feel kinda bad but i like this other guy. hes really cute, sweet, funny and we NEVER stop flirting...lol. but thats my next post.lol'

But anyways, am i still supposed to be friends with him or what??

i cant see the keys...

i want to say i love some one right now so everyone can see.
MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!
thanks guys and dolls and not so dolly dolls!!!
especially the old ones like Eugene and Jessica!
u are the best!
i wish the best for you!
<3 you 4 ever and ever and ever and ever and ever....

holigram

i realized earlier that i am really a holigram. i impact others but i cant really be touched.
i always get what i really dont want. my friends are always there for me and there are only really six that i actually consider real friends. the rest try to mess with my head...